[ Hehe, he's an Elf of the First Age of Arda, and a son of Fëanor, who was the craftiest Elf ever to wield craftsmen's tools or to make manifest the concepts of Elvish science. Curufin can summon light and darkness, as could his father, and he can disembody and re-embody himself. (OOC: In this case, he may have done it with a little help from Leo Flynn, but we're still threading, so I'm not sure exactly. )
And he can set his foot on the threshold of the Other World. ]
It is a bit on the dangerous side. [ That's putting it mildly! ] I'm not sure. Is there some way you can help me?
A ring that wards off a demon as powerful as Caedra? If that one-armed man created the ring, then he must have unlocked an arcane secret or two! And even if he didn't make it, and was just the messenger, he certainly know what it was for and who needed to have it. The scent of magic is in the air. [ Smile. ]
[none of that means anything to her. all she knows is that she was in need of help and he was kind to her. she guards kindnesses like jewels, they've been so few and far between in her life. and life here]
Then, stay. [she doesn't know, but] I can try?
Can't you stay and try to figure out that magic? That would be a challenge. One that could take months and months. You don't have to go now.
[ He feels the same way about her. There is no jewel like kindness! It is more precious than all the rubies of the East, more precious than the three Silmarils for which he and all his brothers except Maglor died. ]
I don't know how to stay now. I would if I could. Laura, you're helping me right now, by showing me how much you care. It gives me strength. But I wish I could do the same for you.
It would have been fascinating to have worked on that ring and tried to duplicate its spell, or to have found someone who could. I'd have loved to do that.
[she used to think that kindness was a weakness. then she came here and learned how wrong she was. it took a while, though]
But--but aren't you really friggen' powerful? There's gotta be a way. [a pause] Oh, jeez. Don't say that. [she doesn't think she deserves it]
Then stick around and find out. You came closest to anyone to figuring it out.
Please? [she doesn't, either. she's lost people before. she lost Aren, who she'd become as close as sisters with. but Aren just vanished, she didn't stick around for a goodbye]
My powers are very great, that is true. But nobody is powerful enough to deal with every single situation that life or the universe could throw at him or her. I'm up against a limit here. But Laura. . . it's true -- I wish the best for you, and I wish I could give you a gift that is worthy of you. Anybody who knows you knows you are worthy of all gifts.
[ Sigh of emotion. ] By all the gods of Arda, I wish I could.
[ Her pleading face would have been too much for him if he had had any real choice about leaving.] I'd stay for you if I could.
[it takes all of her might to not correct him, to tell him that she's bad, corrupt to the core, but. she hasn't been Nighttime Laura in months. she's been good. it comes easier here somehow, cut off from Twin Peaks and all of its temptations]
I--thank you. That's really good of you to say.
[she, too, sighs] Because this place giveth and this place taketh away. And nobody can make sense of any of it.
[but sometimes there is no choice] Thank you. I--well, I'm gonna miss you.
[ Even if she had been Nightime Laure, he'd still understand. . . having been Nighttime Curufin in his own world and a couple of times in this one. But he'd agree it is easier away from their worlds of origin, with all their deadly temptations. ]
And I thank you, too. You have always been kind to me.
I think we give too much credit to Hadriel. It's as though we make it a God, when it is only a world. It gives and takes, but in the end, it is not the controller of our lives.
[ He understands the Darkness and its effects on people. He would not judge her. ]
And I would say the same of you!
Hadriel has a stake in making us feel as though we are powerless. And in particular, as though the Door was the absolute arbiter of whether we remain here or not. But actually. . . there are ways to leave, that don't involve the Door at all.
[ But Laura of all people might understand the rapport that reaches beyond space and time. His love and concern for her may still be present in some way, after he is gone. ]
Elves who have lost their bodies can re-embody themselves. I made arrangements to lose my body, and I am now in the in-between state. I phase in and out of the living world. The Door has no power over me in this state. I can leave without its permission or its intervention.
[ And it might be possible for Laura to do so. She is acquainted with the strange, and she knows that the world of the unseen is real. This is a prerequisite for spectral journeys through the universe. ]
[Laura has experienced many strange and unusual things in her seventeen years. she would believe it to be true]
That's--wow. I had no idea that something like that was even possible. It must be pretty cool to stick it to the gods that way, that they can't control what you do. They think they can control what everybody does.
[it's true, she's gone so far as to find herself in a painting in a dream she had and see the Black Lodge in the process]
[ He smiles. ] I do like the idea of sticking it to the gods. Arrogant fools, who compensate for their losses by trying to control the lives of beings they think are weaker than they are. As though by removing control from others, they can regain the feeling -- though not the fact! -- of being in control themselves.
[ Then not only has she been in a place outside normal time and space, but also she could see in a visionary manner while in that place. These are very good signs! ]
I've always thought they were assholes. Totally lacking in compassion or empathy. [ And that's saying a lot, coming from Curufin, who spent 600 years being his Nighttime self! ]
But what about you, Laura? How are you going to manage being in this place? I'm worried about you.
Not only do they expect us to take it, but they expect us to be grateful for it!
I'm glad you have friends. But what is your goal?
And as for me, I'll be journeying through the Dark between the worlds, hopefully to find a better world than this one. I now know what I am looking for, so I will not be deceived into a trap such as Hadriel. Not twice.
Sometimes I wonder about that. They'd certainly like us to believe that. But we'e gotten along for brief periods of time without them. Maybe it would be possible to pioneer one of these worlds without their "help." Ah well, I won't get the chance to find out!
You're going world-hopping? [ He smiles with delight. ] That's a nice idea. Going to your friend's world to help. And I know you have skills and abilities and perspective that not everyone has, so I think she is lucky to have you come along. What kind of world is Cecily's?
No disagreement from me on that one. You got a second chance, but you're not obligated to be eternally grateful for it. [ Hadriel has such terrible drawbacks that the gods are lucky they can keep anybody in it. Curufin has never believed that the only way to get out is via the Door. He suspects that people find other ways and simply leave for other shores. ]
Nope. 'Cause you're going. To somewhere that isn't here. [she doesn't sound bitter at all]
Hers is way behind mine, technologically speaking, but I've kind of gotten used to it. But her world needs help and I think I can do something about it, so. [shrugs] To Thedas, I go.
Yeah, there's gotta be an expiration date for that kind of thing. I've been here a year. Long enough, I think. [the Door can't be the be-all, end-all of everything]
Thedas is a world I've heard of before. The people I've met that were from it were nice people, or at least interesting people. [ Smile. ] Certainly they were intelligent and inventive. I think they'll welcome you, and I'm guessing you'll feel useful and be happy there.
[ He chuckles. ] An expiration date, eh? Like the last date you can safely drink a carton of milk. The last date you can even be remotely pleased to be here!
An Elf-god? Who would destroy everything? [ Nah, he doesn't know anything about Elves who would kill everybody and everything for one moment of glory! Certainly not!
Luckily, he's a reformed Elf. ]
I think you may have been here longer than I have? More than two years? And you say it's always been this bitter?
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Date: 2018-12-16 05:15 am (UTC)And he can set his foot on the threshold of the Other World. ]
It is a bit on the dangerous side. [ That's putting it mildly! ] I'm not sure. Is there some way you can help me?
A ring that wards off a demon as powerful as Caedra? If that one-armed man created the ring, then he must have unlocked an arcane secret or two! And even if he didn't make it, and was just the messenger, he certainly know what it was for and who needed to have it. The scent of magic is in the air. [ Smile. ]
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Date: 2018-12-16 05:21 am (UTC)Then, stay. [she doesn't know, but] I can try?
Can't you stay and try to figure out that magic? That would be a challenge. One that could take months and months. You don't have to go now.
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Date: 2018-12-16 05:45 am (UTC)I don't know how to stay now. I would if I could. Laura, you're helping me right now, by showing me how much you care. It gives me strength. But I wish I could do the same for you.
It would have been fascinating to have worked on that ring and tried to duplicate its spell, or to have found someone who could. I'd have loved to do that.
Oh, Laura! [ He does not know what to say. ]
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Date: 2018-12-16 05:57 am (UTC)But--but aren't you really friggen' powerful? There's gotta be a way. [a pause] Oh, jeez. Don't say that. [she doesn't think she deserves it]
Then stick around and find out. You came closest to anyone to figuring it out.
Please? [she doesn't, either. she's lost people before. she lost Aren, who she'd become as close as sisters with. but Aren just vanished, she didn't stick around for a goodbye]
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Date: 2018-12-16 10:02 am (UTC)[ Sigh of emotion. ] By all the gods of Arda, I wish I could.
[ Her pleading face would have been too much for him if he had had any real choice about leaving.] I'd stay for you if I could.
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Date: 2018-12-18 12:11 am (UTC)I--thank you. That's really good of you to say.
[she, too, sighs] Because this place giveth and this place taketh away. And nobody can make sense of any of it.
[but sometimes there is no choice] Thank you. I--well, I'm gonna miss you.
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Date: 2018-12-19 07:57 am (UTC)And I thank you, too. You have always been kind to me.
I think we give too much credit to Hadriel. It's as though we make it a God, when it is only a world. It gives and takes, but in the end, it is not the controller of our lives.
I'll miss you too, Laura. I won't forget you.
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Date: 2018-12-19 05:32 pm (UTC)You're kind. It's easy to be kind back.
It sure feels like it controls our lives, especially now.
Thank--thank you. I won't forget you, either.
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Date: 2018-12-20 10:30 pm (UTC)And I would say the same of you!
Hadriel has a stake in making us feel as though we are powerless. And in particular, as though the Door was the absolute arbiter of whether we remain here or not. But actually. . . there are ways to leave, that don't involve the Door at all.
[ Smile. ] Mutual memory, then!
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Date: 2018-12-20 10:57 pm (UTC)--really? Other ways? What're those?
[she's set on going to Thedas when she leaves, but she'd like to leave on her terms, not the Door's]
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Date: 2018-12-21 08:01 am (UTC)Elves who have lost their bodies can re-embody themselves. I made arrangements to lose my body, and I am now in the in-between state. I phase in and out of the living world. The Door has no power over me in this state. I can leave without its permission or its intervention.
[ And it might be possible for Laura to do so. She is acquainted with the strange, and she knows that the world of the unseen is real. This is a prerequisite for spectral journeys through the universe. ]
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Date: 2018-12-22 04:02 pm (UTC)That's--wow. I had no idea that something like that was even possible. It must be pretty cool to stick it to the gods that way, that they can't control what you do. They think they can control what everybody does.
[it's true, she's gone so far as to find herself in a painting in a dream she had and see the Black Lodge in the process]
Such lovely nighttime icons we have!
Date: 2018-12-23 04:42 am (UTC)[ Then not only has she been in a place outside normal time and space, but also she could see in a visionary manner while in that place. These are very good signs! ]
They're so pretty!
Date: 2018-12-23 05:58 am (UTC)Blue and violet are such delicious colors!
Date: 2018-12-23 10:26 pm (UTC)But what about you, Laura? How are you going to manage being in this place? I'm worried about you.
thank David Lynch ;)
Date: 2018-12-24 04:47 am (UTC)I'll--I'll manage. I have friends, I have a goal in mind. I'll be okay. What about you?
thank you, David Lynch!!
Date: 2018-12-25 09:07 am (UTC)I'm glad you have friends. But what is your goal?
And as for me, I'll be journeying through the Dark between the worlds, hopefully to find a better world than this one. I now know what I am looking for, so I will not be deceived into a trap such as Hadriel. Not twice.
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Date: 2018-12-26 05:16 pm (UTC)I'm planning to world-hop. My friend, Cecily, her world's in trouble and I think I can help.
Yeah, I mean, don't get me wrong. I'm glad they brought me back to life. But this place really has its drawbacks.
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Date: 2018-12-27 10:00 am (UTC)You're going world-hopping? [ He smiles with delight. ] That's a nice idea. Going to your friend's world to help. And I know you have skills and abilities and perspective that not everyone has, so I think she is lucky to have you come along. What kind of world is Cecily's?
No disagreement from me on that one. You got a second chance, but you're not obligated to be eternally grateful for it. [ Hadriel has such terrible drawbacks that the gods are lucky they can keep anybody in it. Curufin has never believed that the only way to get out is via the Door. He suspects that people find other ways and simply leave for other shores. ]
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Date: 2018-12-28 01:57 am (UTC)Hers is way behind mine, technologically speaking, but I've kind of gotten used to it. But her world needs help and I think I can do something about it, so. [shrugs] To Thedas, I go.
Yeah, there's gotta be an expiration date for that kind of thing. I've been here a year. Long enough, I think. [the Door can't be the be-all, end-all of everything]
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Date: 2018-12-28 08:29 am (UTC)Thedas is a world I've heard of before. The people I've met that were from it were nice people, or at least interesting people. [ Smile. ] Certainly they were intelligent and inventive. I think they'll welcome you, and I'm guessing you'll feel useful and be happy there.
[ He chuckles. ] An expiration date, eh? Like the last date you can safely drink a carton of milk. The last date you can even be remotely pleased to be here!
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Date: 2018-12-30 03:45 am (UTC)I hope so. It's gonna be way different from home, but maybe way different from home is what I need, y'know?
Exactly like that. [ruefully] I guess you've reached yours.
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Date: 2018-12-30 07:39 am (UTC)Different from home sounds good to me! You certainly deserve to find something better.
Yes. This is my expiration date. Hadriel is now too rotten to drink.
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Date: 2019-01-02 01:31 am (UTC)It's . . always been on the bitter side.
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Date: 2019-01-04 08:22 am (UTC)Luckily, he's a reformed Elf. ]
I think you may have been here longer than I have? More than two years? And you say it's always been this bitter?